I do not know how to be a missionary.
Is that too honest? To
the ones who support us, is that too truthful?
Does that make you consider withdrawing your support?
Hopefully you
knew me well enough to know that before I wrote this. That you knew (even before I did) that this
would be a process. That this is like
starting at a first job, and it would take me a while to grab on to the things
that it takes to go out and share Jesus with people and help in whatever way I
can.
For the last
three weeks we have been traveling down to the border of Texas where will meet
up with people we are working with and go into Mexico and then Guatemala. Along the way, we’ve been visiting with
family and friends before leaving the country.
It has been a very fruitful time
I have been
looking for opportunities to minister to people, but it was hard. Anytime I saw
someone that I thought looked good to minister to, people were around and I was
not sure how they would react. I kept praying
for a moment to minister, because that is my job now – right? To minister to people’s needs? Isn’t that why people are supporting us? Why should I wait for Guatemala? That is where I am called to go, but there
are plenty of people to tag along the way, so to speak.
So, on our way
down to Brownsville on Wednesday night, we had to stop to repair the Jeep
again. The seal around the windshield
was coming out and we needed to stop for a potty break and to get tape to hold
it together until I could get it fixed the next day.
While I was
putting the tape on, a man came up and started talking to me. He was saying how he was waiting for his job
to start, and that he could wash our vehicle while we waited. His accent was very thick and it was hard for
me to catch everything he said. I knew
that the Lord has set this situation up, so I could get my start in
ministering, and bless this man who was definitely on hard times.
Here is the
problem - I had no idea what to do. Do I
give him money? Offer him a Bible? Ask if he is saved? Pray for him?
So I did what any intelligent man would do: I waited for backup. Luckily she came out while this man and I
engaged in small talk.
See, unlike
myself, Andrea has experience talking with people about these things. She has
been in these situations way more often.
So as she came up I said to her quietly “help”, and then we were a
team. I told him I did not need my
vehicle cleaned but could I give him some money to help him out. Andrea asked
if he wanted a bible, which he took, and then we prayed for him, with Andrea
leading the prayer. We shook hands with
him and left, but when we got in the car, we prayed more for him.
Thank goodness
for a good wife and a good God to lead to a situation to bless someone in His
name.
This may seem
small, but I will not despise small beginnings (Zech. 4:10).
I have big dreams of what I want to do for Christ, but I have to start
somewhere.
I am just excited for the
next opportunity to help.
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